Almost half way through my two weeks of active duty, I'm feeling like I've been gone only two days. I do miss people, but I love this and the people so much that I could do it full time. I am now the unit fitness program manager, so I've been working out steadily and making progress..... this is very good.
Aside from guard stuff, there has been too much going on in my life to explain this year... but maybe one day I'll write a book about it.. or just explain it on my blog. Who knows?
After all the Jerry Springer drama of the past six months, we've finally settled on a place, and now all there is left is to find another job. It's been tiring moving back and forth and getting into and out of problems, but it's made me much more appreciative of simple things that go unnoticed. I am so happy merely to have a place to set up my belongings and lay my head down. I am so happy for us to be able to sit up late and watch movies together. I am grateful for our health and happiness, even through all of the bad shit.
I am looking forward to a new life without all of the worry and stress. I am looking forward to feeling like my life is right again.
As for Chattanooga, I will return one day.... and my friends there will always be in my heart. I am not far..... so BNO and lunch with Traci is ON. Hopefully soon I will have some good news about what exciting new things I am doing, but if not...... at least I am alive. And happy.
I miss you guys.
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