Looking at my friends through the haze of smoke had almost lost its place in my memory until tonight. It's been so long since I've gone out to purposely sing Queen and make a fool of myself and others and then turn around and sing solo a song that turned everyone's head. This feeling could make the world go round. As all of you know... if you are close... I am awaiting the arrival of the new demo cd and my key to a new life. Tonight reminded me of why. I had forgotten the fun, the leg humping.. belting out the loud notes while my friends scream, impressing new people so much that they approach me after my song. If I am never to be a star, surely this is what it would've felt like. Everyone should know this.. the warm embrace of proud people who love you, the loud cheer as strangers surround you with approval, the self-confidence.... love of yourself. This is my heaven.. this is my dream.
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Posted by: amber at February 17, 2004 05:09 PM